(1st March – 1 May 2013)
I love my
brain. I love the cool brain-wave patterns, images and funny ideas it creates.
What I love the most about it is that it does not stop there; it makes me
manifest ideas into reality.
…everybody
has ideas but only few acts upon them.
I have
stated implementing my little art project with just one black marker, flash
light and few volunteers that contributed their own shadow. That is all I had.
You see, there is no art supply store in the middle of freaking war zone, so
you have to be extra creative in managing with just what you have.
The first
victim, as I call him, was Terrence, my funny colleague from Atlanta. He is
leaving The Mission so I thought it would be appropriate to have a part of him
still here. This is why I wanted to use
real people’s silhouette, because they were here, they sat down on those
benches during the rocket attack and they experienced “The bunker time”.
When that
alarm goes on something happens to you. It really does. Your entire body
chemistry changes in a millisecond and you instinctively (as trained) hit the
ground. Call it adrenalin or just bare survival instinct but it is there...alerting
your entire senses and miraculously makes you come alive and on guard. (Note to
reader: It is individual experience, so
I could be just over-dramatizing to make this blog more interesting to public
auditorium, LOL)
The protocol states that
once the alarm goes on you have to be on the ground within 3 seconds and for at
least 2 minutes before you seek refuge of the nearest bunker. For those caught in the open,
the procedure is standard “duck and dive”. Hit the floor, face down. Cover the
eyes. Hope the rocket doesn't land too close for injury or worse. In the bunker, everyone is fully aware of the fact where they are, once again, intact.There is a feeling of gratitude mixed with annoyance that they can sit and talk about inconsequential things and there is reinsurance of being surrounded by colleagues or soldiers - sharing this moment. Then the alarm goes on again and the big voice says the best words you can hear: "All Clear, All Clear", so what do you do? You go back to work.
Don’t worry
kids, I have only had two alarms while being here and they both turned out to be
nothing at all so it was more precaution rather than real threat. I have to
hand it to the security here; they really are doing the best to keep everybody
safe.
~ * ~
Anyhow, I
explained Terrence the general concept:” You just sit here, we point a
flashlight at you while I mark your shadow on the bunker”. He laughed out loud and said: “O.K. let’s go”!!!…and
that is how it started.
Naturally,
Chris contributed with his “Impressively Humongous” camera, hehehe… documenting
the process so he also ended up on the wall.
The rest of the “shadows” just followed. As soon as I shown people what
I had in mind, it was easy. I talked to
The Site Manager who is a very cool Bosnian guy but bit skeptical about the
idea. He wanted to help me with providing all the material that I could use so
it felt good I had support. The colors will be very basic (Black and white)
because I want to see if this is successful project and then I will go crazy
and order some more paint in various colors for other bunkers.
Most of the
people I convinced to participate are those who are the usual suspects from the
“behind the building – smoking area”. I see them every day, several times so it
was easy to spread my idea while having a smoke or two.
Shadows kept
filling the walls of bunker and it was time to order the paint. Chris helped me
a lot, he ordered the canisters from US and the day they arrived I was jumping
of joy. Few black and white paint cans do that to the deprived artist…what did
you expect?!!
Ohh boy-o-boy… it raised some attention, as the first creative initiative in this camp I got interview by the public relation guy who decided to write an article about it. (I protested…hehehe….yeah right?!!!).
I didn’t mind really, because I was not doing this for
anybody but myself and people who shared “Bunker time” in the war zone. So, yes giving the interview was not a
problem. J
The news traveled fast so I would get stopped by some people
and they would express their opinion about the entire thing. It is always nice
to hear people thoughts especially when they ask me questions like … “…so how
come you are doing this?!”, “This is cool, what made you start this??!”, or
simply “You are crazy, I like it!!”.
I laughed and thought… “If I had a penny for every time
somebody asked me these same questions
…man…I think I would go to my early retirement and not think about money for a long time.
Special thanks to Chris, my partner in crime, photographer and cool Master Artist Assistant.
…man…I think I would go to my early retirement and not think about money for a long time.
Special thanks to Chris, my partner in crime, photographer and cool Master Artist Assistant.
Proud of you!!! <3
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